i gave up. i hope it's the right choice. because it is right. i have to do it. and follow closely, making sure nothing went wrong. if things are supposed to go this way, then i think i have to really let go. no one can force it i suppose. fate, is something i hate but yet i have to believe that it exist. i come online, to see if u're online, to chat with you, to lighten up my day. i believe i dont the ability to lighten up your day, unlike some other people. as long as you are happy, everything seems to be so fine. i dont know why i am feeling this way. it might be all your fault. or the others. or myself. i just wanna forget. maybe life might remain as bad, but what i am to decide for everything?!
wo xi wang wo men jiang hui shi yong yuan de hao peng you. zai jian le.
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will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Saturday, September 06, 2008
