ard 1 week dint update le... very tired week... studied quite a lot oso... today gt 3 hrs tuition... den hafta den go wisma make dad's n mum's fone... de come home... ltr going out for dinner... actually i very tired n dun wanna update de. in case xuanyi wanna read lo.. lol. no la. it's for everyone hu come to my blog!!! =) yea, so here i m to type something for u all to read...
found out tad ishi died.. a very talented guy. can dance, sing n play guitar very well. jus graduated from uni..n the dance planner for the newest batch of campus superstars. so sad. his parents were overwhelmed (eh?! correct spelling anot huh) ... someone said he commited suicide but according to his character, no one wish to believe tad. no info bout his death cause...
school life is getting more n more tense for me... my foundation isn't strong n i've no idea how m i going to survive...
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will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Saturday, June 30, 2007
* Sunday, June 24, 2007 *
life without maid is so so tiring... lol. but nvm, shall cope with it until a new maid come... meanwhile, i must find time out to do some housework while managing my studies... this few weeks of holiday is the 1st holiday which i don't really want to have... staying at home studying... sleep, wake up, eat, study, watch tv and back to sleep again. meaningless life... dint really rest well also... didn't bother to finish all the homework given... packed my bag for tomorrow... haha..
to janice: hehex.. next time letter don't write till so touching.. almost cried in the car when i'm reading... i can assure u that no matter what we are doing or where we are, we will keep in contact and a very close sis (of course including joy) ... you two always make tuition so so fun and math can be learn and understand so easily with you and joy learning together with me... i look forward to the the times we'll spend together in the future...
i hafta thank everyone in my life whom make me continue my life without much worries but lots of happiness and good memory... thank frens! =) k la. i go 1st. take care everyone!!! (i finally update, but is some weird weird stuff. lol)
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will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Sunday, June 24, 2007
* Wednesday, June 13, 2007 *
missing everyone... EVERYONE...
hey guys, i wan my chewing gums hor... hehexxxxxx.
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will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
* Tuesday, June 12, 2007 *
lonely. like a stupid loner at home... carn do much except to study, read my book n slp... even eating dun interest me anymore.. freak hell. rotting la... watch the new video once a week cos taiwan only broadcast it once a week. sian diao.. hse lyk empty wit no food. shouting at each other, showing me shit face. how to survive at home la?!! kor, bring me out la. u always out of the hse. can heck everything. y everytime i go out hafta like make report lyk tad. where i go wad i eat wad time i cum back home hu i go out wit. dammit. fcukers man. sry ppl, i noe i shdn't be typing all tis. make u waste time reading my grumblings.
yesterday went back to ps to find my wallet with joy n wad?!! i got it back. after 3 days. surprisingly. my mum called me den i was lyk "lost le la." lol. but den i got it back. cos ALL the adults was lyk " carn find de la... " den my mum dun wanna drive me to ps. den i tell her cannot find lo. too bad.
i's freaking angry at u. i dunno u can feel it anot. nvm. shall not talk much bout it. get pissed off very easily. so maybe not ur fault. but y r everyone ard me lyk tad?! is it my own problem? if it is i dun mind dying u noe, cos i really carn stand it. i used to tell myself tad death can settle n solve everything... i simply carn live in reality. too torturing...
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will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
* Friday, June 08, 2007 *
feel kinda sick after yesterday's outing.. maybe stuff myself wit too much food... ajisen ramen for lunch, den bundang soya milk. den cycling den ice coffee vanilla den dinner den a few mouth of beer den a pandan cake den almost a bottle of bacardi... stomach dun feel gd.. feel lyk puking den wanna shit den headache den leg n butt muscles pain lyk siao..lol. k. i know not very nice language... den weather super out.. mummy la! ask u play bowling u dun wan. wanna go cycle. now i suffer... argh!!!
finish my chem tys.. next gonna pia math 1st. revise for the mock exam... den after tad will be physic.. cos last week got chem, so dun nid pia tad much 1st...
ah!! lunch time. type more next time or maybe ltr... c ya ppl. =)
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will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Friday, June 08, 2007
* Tuesday, June 05, 2007 *
was looking for my birth cert.. den came across korkor n my primary sku report books... comparing... lower primary, all my results r beta den his.. when it reach the upper primary level, i'm far behind him... den right behind there is a sticker pasting the result of which sec sku u r suppose to go... his is rv.. n mine, the stupid nut sku where there is only one express class. i think if i go there can top the level every yr le lo. lol... i realise how bad my higher chinese was... a merit.. but psle result was only a pass... lyk shit.lol. it's nice looking thru the results. but can see tad pei hwa's standard it's dropping... getting more n more lousy.. nvm. i'm not in there anymore... =)
yesterday went to sku for nothing. wasted so much of the bus fare... after tad went to wm lib to return back... went to mac n wait for xuanyi. den keane came wit his fren... jeremy i think. dun rmb. but he freaking lame.. no, is ALL of them, including xy. freaky lame!! lol. dint really study.. den daddy n mummy pick me up, go beauty world return bk den go home. den hv dinner n watch tv.. read bk, slp.
ltr suppose to hv chem. once again, dunno venue dunno time... wtf! no meaning. wanna go de la. dammit lo. hafta go study again ltr.. den nida pack my messy table. grandma say wanna help me pack!! shit hell...lol. she gonna nag lyk hell again.. wanna find time to bake muffins, go movie wit jane n joy, wanna go swim to vent out my angers. lol. a lot of things to do. my hse very noisy!! so idiotic. den my rm no more table for me to draw... (i used to draw on my studying table...) kk. a lot of rubbish here... lol. see ya.
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will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
* Saturday, June 02, 2007 *
screamed, cried. but no one at home notice....
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will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Saturday, June 02, 2007
