k... i wun be studying anymore. n i wun wan to study anymore. maybe no matter how hard i study oso no use... just now dinner my grandma ask wad test my dad talking bout... den i say chem. tml got test. den after a while i tell her "if tis time fail again dun nida study chem le" den she keep saying i tink tad can drop den dun nida study... lyk wth?! when did i say tad?! den she say she dint see me studyin when i was studying the whole month... nvm. carn be bothered ... only tell her "i wasn't tinking tad way!" .. den finish dinner just walk out of hse... into the carpark n into the rain. den came out... den walk out to the pool there. heard my hse door open. den suay. cannot walk into the rain anymore... den my grandma from behind was lyk "xiao ah! stand here lin yu.. " "no rain here la" ... den i diam diam le. carn be bothered. den she saw neighbour's plant dying den go water it. kaypo. den i now cum in n type this tink lo... y she always tink tad wadeva i m tinking is all bad de?! m i really thad bad in her eyes?! maybe i wasn't her real granddaughter ... i always tell myself tad n i hope tad i was wrong. cos my mum say she wun adopt ppl. anyway, it isn't important... after marrying , i m not theirs anymore anyway....
ok. i rejected my cousin's mum invitation to watch 'night at the museum' .... just cos of tml test... hais. i dunno i did the rite tink or not. see?! i now at home. oso using com no studyin... hais...
xian la.... gonna study... dun wanna type le. more type more xian.
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
* Tuesday, December 26, 2006 *
xian... today n x'mas... n wad?! my grandma n dad quarrel... is there a nid to? grandma complain LD cannot listen. dad found out korkor took out the wire to put ps2 b4 den got mad n shout at my bro ask him dun use there.. den grandma oso got angry tel him he buay song dun do... can go out de. den he dam angry. black face all the way.den now go out play golf hais... play golf oso dun let me go... play golf only wad?! chem re exam will get affected meh?! ... wth... just came back from outside cos grandma go out. den didi say carn find her... den i go out find lo. den she crying. but i carn be bother. got find her back can liao. ltr she missing den whole hse including my cousins' parents all start quarreling den cham liao... ah!!! dunno how they going face each other tonight. grandma say dad always show her face. she oso wad?! when got show smiley face whne she is at home?! dint she tink of thad?her expresion will oso affect the others mood. only tink of herself den walk out lyk tad... meaningless. all adults r just so stupid... sucker... especially those adults in my hse... childish freaks.
so i think i will spent tis 2 days at home lo... hais... at home i dun mind lo. but the adults oso at home... den lyk... make so much noise... ah! i carn be bothered le la. dam idiot family.
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
* Monday, December 25, 2006 *
ok... lets see... i shall start from fridae... fridae... morning study a bit... den non find grandma to accompany her to cut her hair. den i reach at 430 ... she say i late... jus becos she can leave earlier... my fault tad the busso slow ah! my fault tad 184 dun cum ah.... scold scold scold. hu ask u make the appointment so early... den my fault that u late... argh. bian tai. den nite meet lynn's family n my whole family at orchard point de OG the mushroom pot eat.... wow... the food there.... okok only la. tot it will b very nice. indoor stadium tad one niced. live prawn some more. there de prawn lyk not fresh de. yucks... i luv prawns de. den tad prawn almost spoil my whole appetite ... den after eating... uncle, auntie, lynn, didi n i... went to shenton way de partyworld ktv.. already 11.... sing finish shd be ard 2 le... we end earlier.. ard 130... lol. not tad tired la me.., but the young ones were.... we sing lyk there is no tml.... some more very high... especially my uncle.. lol... really. all of us were luffing lyk hell there.... lol. didi always kana tease by uncle... just bcos he dint go toilet more than once within the 3 n half hr..lol. can hold very weell... lol. 2 o'clock reach home. everyone slping. lol. den we quietly step in. den grandparents wake up go toilet. lol.
sat.... morning 8 wake up. go tuition. at 1st still ok de... when cher say extend tuition to 2, i almost fainted. tahan 4 so long le. hafta ta han another 2 n half hour. very slpy. den finally, ad 130, cher step out to toilet i tink. veyr long. den i was half aslp on my table. can hear ppl talking. but was slping. aiya. dunno la. den i felt someone touching me. was joy lo. but when lifted up my head, i carn hear wad she was talking. den feel sort of giddy. brrr... den cher come back le lo. den 2 sharp... go home slpt on the bus ... 10 min wak up once... bus to shaky... den scare over shot. so be extra careful. but get onto bus time almost sprain my ankle n hurt another auntie... kk.. nvm. ltr ppl tink i bully her purposely wanna make her fall. cos old woman mah. den i sit down time den feel thad my ankle there something wrong. dunno la. now okok no feeling. (0: ... den go home. auntie ask my slp. as in my maid. cos i at nite got wedding dinner to attend. lol. den nite... wow. i lyk the way i wear. 3/4 pants, nke shoe,singlet with a small jacket (or wad u call them?) outside... lol. next time can den put foto.... lol... i lyk it man...lol. 1st time wearing lyk tad. luv it man. kk... i gonna go
p.s sj, thx 4 everything ... (0: ...
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Monday, December 25, 2006
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Monday, December 25, 2006
* Sunday, December 24, 2006 *
one word : disappointing.
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
* Friday, December 22, 2006 *
gd evening... (: ... just came from kim's hse 1 hr ago... (: ... do pizza again... hehex ... very fun... lie ard in her rm.... b4 going to her hse, i ask 4 neoprints... lol. sry... keep spending ni men de $$... lol... but very fun rite?! hehex... den go take bus den fairprice... den kim's home!!! dam high today... muahaha. tis morning go sku 4 gz... den lyk... walao ... alot of cher...lol. dun dare to walk ard... lol.... cos wearing my korkor's windbreaker... very big... lol... but i upgrade to river valley concert band... haha! they band very gd de k... syf always gold with honour de... kk... nvm. now he not there le... in ajcsb ....
tis morning go gz time heard kim say wad gz rm might be flooded... den i was lyk "wth??? gz rm flood?" ... den gz rm... sort of... yea. in a mess. but we still decided to stay there... den keep playing lo... play half way i wanna run out den they follow me out. den went to buy something to drink n eat... lol ... den dunno y... keep seeing him... but we dint really look at each other.. lyk tad lo... hais...
yesterday was out the whole day. dun wanna elaborate... too tired... den at nite korkor buy supper 4 me. den i do chem till late lo. =) ... thx kor... k... i free den update again.... got ppl rushing me to eat dinner. sigh... so xin ku. lol ;p
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Friday, December 22, 2006
* Wednesday, December 20, 2006 *
hey ppl... i think a few days dint update le rite??? i oso not very sure... the man just went away not long ago... built in the modem 4 our wireless connection... very fast... lol. den got free tv some more.... (: ... ... yesterday out at cousin hse after kbox session ... .... sing lyk xiao lo.... xp... den after k... eat at deliference(correct speling?)... den go eat frozen yogurt... den go ntuc buy some stuff den go cousin hse... (: ... den hmm.... watch tv... den read book den dinner den tv again... 9pm den go home... actually can stay there de leh... den i dun dare... cos i wanted to watch shao nian te gong dui... till 10 mah... hais... den keep rejecting my auntie uncle... cos of my grandma i dun dare to accept.
today... daddy at home... tml daddy will oso be at home.. but totally no idea wad we will be doing excepttad i doing my chem again... lol.
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
* Sunday, December 17, 2006 *
oh my... i 4got to mention... korkor is back from hong kong!!!! yipee!!! (tho i dunno y i so happy) ...he bought a bag 4 me... but he ask me to share with mummy... lol. see how 1st lo... lol.. k la... i will de...
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
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wah!!! super tired... tuition for 4 hours with a half an hour break in between... now dam headache but at least i noe wad the cher teaching... so dam happy... but the "stinko" henry lee gimme a dunno wad nic name... bleah... .... but i made him angry cos went back late after lunch time... lol. went to far off to reach back on time... but i apologise... so.. lyk tad lo. nvm de.... =) ...
k... eric admit he pregnant le... lol... k la... jk only... cos he say he stomachache... so i conclude baby kicking inside lo. lol... den he say dint have sex! so is go spermbank steal le den inside into body de lo... bout how he got the 'egg' inside... hmm... i not sure le...... lol
k.... headache... byebye... (:
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
* Tuesday, December 12, 2006 *
hey ppl... some new mv.... xiao zhu ... luo zhi xiang de... album is speshow (special)... very special rite?! lol...
have fun watching.... (: really very nice.. the 1st two is my fav song... another 2.... okok only ...
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
* Saturday, December 09, 2006 *
yo yo yo... =) morning... today i xia ding jue xin must finish at least 2 units of chem. ... AT LEAST only .... means i might do more... hehe... but not fair!!! eric not taking the re exam... how can lyk tad?!!! den i must go take ... not fair not fair... ltr i fail how?! argh!!! lol... i realli very scare... totally no confidence..just bcos it is a chem paper... hais... i dam shi bai la... no matter how much i study oso no use... kk... nvm... still must study...
yesterday night suppose to cum online de... den in the end dint... cos korkor off the com... den lyk .... 1045 le... too late. on le will get scolded.... so... yea... den slp extra early yesterday... lyk ard... 1115... (: den yesterday got gz de... in the end dint go... cos sick... heehee... den stay at home... noon go hospital le den go walk walk... but as usual... walk with grandma normally cum back empty handed de. cos we got different taste. i say nice she she not nice. but she say nice i must say nice... lol. anw, gotta go either robinsons or john lil or mark n spencer... got the 55 bucks voucher.... gonna go shopping!!! lol... c ya. gonna go continue my chem.....
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Saturday, December 09, 2006
* Friday, December 08, 2006 *
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE! (:
k... very tired... lol. today dint go gz... haha... cos i sick... is real sick.. but some ppl juz dun believe me... =\ ... den stay at home ... maybe ltr going hospital with grandparents cos grandma nida go find specialist... now confirm brain nothing wrong le... next will be... gastric stomach intestine tad kinda checking stuff... dunno wad is it either... but must follow... =/ ... den after tad i tink cum back le bax... cos i not feeling very gd... always wanna vomit... bleah.. hen xin ku...
yesterday.. home the whole day... most of the time doing chem... walau. still got a lot. lol. but nvm... try my best to finish... stil got a-math... do lyk xiao... but math tuition stop le... dam happy... tho i lyk going 4 tad tuition ... lol.
aiyo.. i dunno wad to type leh.... lol. nvm la. next time den type longer k?! (: bye ppl ...
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Friday, December 08, 2006
* Monday, December 04, 2006 *
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JANE!!! =) K. as u can see, today is jane's birthday. hope she is celebrating... ltr will pop by at her hse to give her her present...
i very tired... but rushed up to use the com cos korkor ltr wanna use... i ask 4 half an hour lo... ltr going out... to ah ma hse. but i hope joy can cum out n accompany me. cos yesterday i sort of "pang seh" her....
i go 1st... at nite if can den i post again. have a nice day...
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Monday, December 04, 2006
* Saturday, December 02, 2006 *
k.. i seriously hate him now... get out of my life la u bastard. bu yao lian. zi da. bei bi wu chi xia liu. zi yi wei shi. zi si.wu nao. ben dan... only noe how to think of urself. dun tink of the others. u suck! brainless ... hopeless. curse u .. go n die! si bu ming mu! si wu quan shi!
k... i had enuff... lol. very tired scolding ppl. tired of hating ppl. i wanna live happily everyday. i wan to!! i can... i noe i can make it. i can! yesterday went swimming. lol. too long dint swim le. too long dint stay under the sun 4 so long le. daddy say my face very red. lol. sun burnt. not so serious ba. i only swim 4 one hour leh. lol. den cum home le. den go out again. go watch happy feet. walau. dam slpy. dunno is not nice or wad. my uncle, my aunty n i... cum out le keep yawning. lol. spoil. den same thing. uncle send didi n i all the way to the door step. (: thx. last time he oso do tad. so sweet. let my gradparents noe i go out with them is safe de. ((: ... i sms my auntie. say always bring so many kids. very noisy. she agree oso. but still got 2 more cartoon movie to go... maybe i dun follow lo. always spend money on me. lol. so pai seh. but i dun go... my didi. maybe cannot go oso leh. dun care. he go anot oso not my problem. always i muz help him. dun wan le. (:
today will be home... dun wanna go out le. tho got ppl ask me out. i tis whole week slack alot. dint even study except during tuition. cannot le. today mst study...
p.s tokyo juliet... very very very very nice! i mean the actor. wu zhun.
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Saturday, December 02, 2006
* Friday, December 01, 2006 *
hello... nothing much to update actually. yesterday mummy dint work so morning go help didi buy books lo... den noon go shopping... today... go to sku in the morning 4 gz... den now at home... kim n mclyne beside me den gonna swim cos rain just stop... brr... cold. lol. tonight gonna watch movie... wahahah! cartoon... either hapy feet or open season ...
kk... i goonna go swim... byebye...
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Friday, December 01, 2006
