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Saturday, April 26, 2008
* Wednesday, April 23, 2008 *
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this is a post for bryan. but he is ignoring me, avoiding me...

<3


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Wednesday, April 23, 2008
* Tuesday, April 22, 2008 *
275th post. i am dying. fall sick today. and tml have swimming lesson. wth... 好痛苦哦！had fever this noon.came back home to take med. but couldn't slp. got hungry and gastric start to hurt.so is my heart.

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
* *
since i am online chatting now then i might as well update a little. had lesson from 9 to 10 just now. den went out for lunch with chee chye. then came back to sch for lesson at 12. =D but i didn't finish the hw. hehe. no choice, really don't know how to do... after that will have lecture from 2 to 3 and it's home time! =D walk home? maybe. spend a lot on bus fare today already... sian sian... ok. lesson gonna start soon...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ERIC!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, PEI RONG!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, 姑姑！

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
* Monday, April 21, 2008 *
morning! =D i am still at home... preparing for school... lesson will be starting at 12 and ending at 4. bstat and bcomm tutorial for today... hope i'll enjoy it because i can't do my bstat tutorial worksheet! damn shit. nevermind. i shall learn during tutorial today. i spent a few hours on microeconomic chapter one yesterday, revising what the lecturer said last week. all the textbooks are so wordy. sigh. what to do?! still have to study... life is so stressful.

<3


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Monday, April 21, 2008
* Saturday, April 19, 2008 *

someone is ignoring me... =( i m depress. i am not desperate! but that idiot is ignoring me! not talking to me. i am so tired of waiting... how?! i am very.... very... err.... 烦。为何你那么insensitive?!! fcuker! 我快要被你气死了啦! 为什么我的心情会被你牵连？！

sigh... i m studying... but i fell asleep after finishing my citation homework. hehe. went to the market in the morning, after that bathed and started doing my hw... read a little bit of newspaper, fell aslp, wrap my textbooks(waiting at the same time), went out to top up ez-link card, home, dinner, bank, home, blogging, waiting~~~~, still waiting... =( leaving, disappointed... that's all for today... nights peeps.

john tan! dun remeber, 1st may! hehe!

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will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Saturday, April 19, 2008
* Friday, April 18, 2008 *
suddenly feel like uploading some photos. so... there! today blogger loaded very fast.lol.

this is lim shi wei again. =D

this is act cool buay cool.lol. i admit myself la hor. xp

kim and i!
today is friday!!! =D ok. lol. chatting with chee chye is fun. lol. i can bhb till extreme ends.had 2 different lectures today. INFA was what i learnt before school started. bought all my textbooks le. haha. weekends are for studying? i suppose so ba... for me at least...gonna pia!! CT is like starting on 31st may?! wth.lol. that's so fast. diploma plus.. econs? or add math?! add math again when i already got A le meh?! don't know. anyway is second year den can take de. so don't want let it bother about me now. one more week and korkor is coming back! lol. but he'll have to go back after the weekend. have nothing much to update. enjoy school everyone! i miss all of you!! =D ALL!

<3


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Friday, April 18, 2008
* Wednesday, April 16, 2008 *
我好怀念以前的日子。但人不能一直回头看。朋友们，你们还记得我吗？害怕被遗忘的心情谁能了解？无助、难过、痛恨。会有这么一天吗？谁能给我一个很肯定的答复？我能相信谁？背叛是友情里最要不得的，你们到知道吗？！
=) hi people. having a great time in poly/jc? cca? classmates? tutors? lecturers? went to mum's office to print notes out in the morning. went to school for lesson at 1pm. a very young tutor. amelia. haha. had a great time. everyone was so friendly and i manage to speak up during game times oso. creativity, no see what everyone see but think of what no one thought of. my lesson for today. haha. met my 2nd primary school friend today, sherman. was surprise he actually remembered my name because we were playing the name game. so sian. i was the 4th last... there was at least 15 in front of me. lol. but till now, i can remeber all their name, just that i don't know how to spell them out. got my ez-link card.

sorry! i know it looks ugly and blur. =p. had lunch with victor in canteen 1. joined swimming for SW(not shiwei, is sports and wellness) i wanted yoga. but then there was limited space. and i got pissed off with some "act act" ah lian behind me. anyway, yea, mr thomas was funny. lol. "there is a different between life-saving and swimming! life-saving you get to go mouth to mouth, but if u do mouth to mouth during swimming, you end up in jail.so, if you like soccer, join aerobics, if you like aerobics, join soccer. but! for bball is another case, if you can bounce a ball and throw a ball into the net with the board, you join netball." zzz! like wth?! lol. ok la. his jokes are funny. he is stern, but still joke around. =) after that came home at 5... rest, bathe and online! ok. i have a four hours break in between lesson tomorrow. what should i do? come back and catch a short nap? lol. yea, i think i'll. nothing to do in school anyway. going to have a workshop for bcomm tomorrow... =)it's project time! i am learning how to speak up my own opinion and mix with my classmates. got to know 20 new friends today. ok. that's all for today. bye friends!!

<3


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Wednesday, April 16, 2008
* Tuesday, April 15, 2008 *

this is LIM SHI WEI! LOL!

mad girl~ lol..

my didi's birthday cake! =)

ok. i m just bored. yea,so those two pics on top was for entertainment purpose. lol. shi wei, you don't mind right?? hehe. nvm la, anyway you'll find yourself chio. LOL. today is the second day of school. one hour of ITB. quite boring.. project to be done by week 6 ... sian. tomorrow is IS lessons. 4 hours. wth! alone some more. or should i say, i know no one.lol. i joining archery for cca. =)enjoy school everyone! LZX rocks the world..
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will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
* Monday, April 14, 2008 *
finally manage to get some photos. =) today is the first day of school. lesson 1: business communication. the laptop was freaking heavy because i put it in my bag.=.=... luckily tomorrow don't have to bring. one hour lecture before i head for the ccs fiesta with xuanyi. i still have no idea what i am going to join.shall update more tomorrow.

JUMP!!

jonathan(SB) and i

avenger 3!!!!

that is xuanyi. =)

ok. stupid blogger. i only manage to upload three pics. today is xuanyi's special day anyway. so, this is for you gal!! lol. sheng ri kuai le!
p.s, eric ask me to wish you happy birthday on behalf of him! =)

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Monday, April 14, 2008
* *
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SEE XUANYI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PEH PEI SHENG!

I feel so controlled. early in the morning, she was on the phone, screaming her head off. in the end, i realised that it was auntie patsy at the other end of the line. don't konw what is happening between the adults. things have been going the wrong way in my house. or should i say, the whole family. it is not easy to survive here.
have tutorial for 1bcomm1 later.. freaking sian. from 2 to 4.. walk home after that. =)i love walking. unless it is raining.i am so irritated by my grandma la! fucked up.

thank you jane for helping me with my blog template!

我的话不多不会讨好
一句我爱你都说不好
全世界相求都没解药
只有你给我微笑
该怎么去爱 我没学好
太多的招式 我没记牢
原来牵了手就会知道
爱情不需要套招
这招只有你知道

beautiful lyrics. for you and for me. =) [you= those reading my blog, so bryan, dont ask me who is the 'you' le]

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Monday, April 14, 2008
* Sunday, April 13, 2008 *
i love today. =)early in the morning woken up by a phone call. 7+. everyone at home got woken up by that phone call. then went to the market with parents and younger bro. bought breakfast home. wanted to go cycling at pasir ris, but grandfather doesn't want to, so grandma decided not to go too. in the end change of plan, went to grandma's hse. played one round of mahjong and won 16 bucks. after that was chatting online with shiwei and bryan. home to pick grandparents for dinner. headed to sunset way and ate in a HK restaurant. very full. after that home and deathnote! sleeping is a waste of time!!! lol.

<3


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Sunday, April 13, 2008
* Saturday, April 12, 2008 *
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KEANE WOO!

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Saturday, April 12, 2008
* *

peiwen,zhiya,me

junqi

the act cool gals:dawn, hui yi, zhiya

lol. there is a lot a lot of photos to be uploaded. but i have not receive them yet. so next time. didnt manage to get a pic of jia wei, quite sad. lol. but he looked super shuai. =)then we have xue jun, junqi, zhiya, nadira to represent avenger 3 for the group skid. we got high yesterday. lol. and had lots of fun in the convention centre. met shiwei in the morning then tour around the school.. after that made her walk...LOL. very evil, i know, but.. it's fun. bought chocolate for avenger 3 to eat. dawn ate a lot when she was not suppose to eat any because of her manly and sexy voice.after the whole concert, we started to take lots of photos. no more fun, back to serious work now. sigh. lol. so sad right?! only when we started to get high, everything just end like that.3 days isn't short, but it wasn't very long either.i kept thinking about freya after that. =( ... korkor has gone into ns yesterday. i heard that his commander very young.. hehex. and the environment isn't that mad anymore. but he has no bolster.lol. will he be able to fall asleep? have to sleep with my younger brother now. he keep dropping things down last nights. zzz. pillow, bolster.i love my sleep.lol. though i got woken up by screamings again. hard life. grandpa is getting more and more unreasonable. feng liang hua yi da dui... damn. so irritating. =(

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will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Saturday, April 12, 2008
* Friday, April 11, 2008 *
i am so super pissed off now, so i am going to sleep any forget everything! lousy blogger and msn!

<3


will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Friday, April 11, 2008
* Thursday, April 10, 2008 *


dawn(SB), hui yi(SB), me, pei wen.

i am so tired. the mass dance not very successful ... lol. too bad. who ask them to make us dance so late when everyone wants to go home?! but the four of us was having a fun time doing "magic~~" lol. ho ho ho. dawn went mad. haha. and i realise hui yi is scare of balloon! lol. i turn around to take balloon only and she went missing. zzz. dawn is a very fun SB. lol. oh yea, today is games day. lol. lots of games. and we had lots of fun. must check if it is possible to get the photos from jonathan. played new games while waiting. learnt new cheers. ate nice food. know new friends. overall was fun. just that hours was long...

can i know what is wrong wearing fbt shorts?! why am i getting scoldings from my grandparents after wearing fbt shorts?! "why you wearing so short shorts?!" "why so transparents?!" wtf?! ask the person who make fbt shorts la. ask me?! i only buy and wear?! what's wrong!

went to clementi to meet xuanyi for breakfast today. she is a BIG BIG BIG eater. lol. xuanyi, you remember a lady sat with us?! i saw in sch after that when u left to assemble with ur group. wth?! den she stare at me and i stare at her. LOL.i stunned there la! anyway, she reached and started eating something again. ho ho ho. i m going to have panda eyes very fast. i am sooooooo sleepy! zzz. see you people!

<3


will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Thursday, April 10, 2008
* Wednesday, April 09, 2008 *
no, i don't like it. LOL. the weather is so freaking hot! and what?! tour around the school.... sebestian, jonathan, dawn and hui yi. avengers 3's SB. dawn is smallre size than me and she is calling me xiao bu dian. i was like "huh?!" lol. week one has no tutorial! and my is lessons are from week 7 to 12 i think. lol. which means next week, i have no sch on monday and wednesday. tuesday only one hour of lecture. thursday and friday have a 2 and 3 hours break in between respectively. ok. soon, i'll check out what books i need and the printing of lectures notes! i have yet to buy see xuanyi's present!! cannot! i was thinking of skipping friday to go to tekong with my korkor. should I?? no one want to write the excuse letter for me! LOL. how i wish he doesn't have to go.. anyway, it's okay! =)have to assemble at 8am tomorrow because some people were late today! anyway, my group people not high one. in the end i am also not high. cheering was so soft. unlike the one in ajc..memorable lo... ajc-ians! i miss all of you! i shall work hard in poly. =)

<3 .. oooh~ a holiday~~


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Wednesday, April 09, 2008
* Tuesday, April 08, 2008 *
back from badminton. i didn't know i am so stupid. go play badminton and make my muscle ache when i orientation tomorrow... WAN TING! SMART GIRL! LOL. sean and xuanyi came. felix pang seh. say don't wanna bring laptop out then don't want to come with us.an uncle joined us half way.and xuanyi was 'playing' with him most of the time..after that sean met up with his friend and shi wei came. sean bought his maroon shirt and i bought my light blue shirt. for our orientation which is starting tomorrow. after that went to ntuc to get the things grandma need for dinner. then there was this auntie who came to kaypo kaypo. ask what i need. den she thought i am the one cooking then i say, nope, is grandma want to cook curry. then she say what err i can be her grand-daughter already. ask for my age(same as her grand-daughter). den suddenly she feb. i stared at her "same, i also feb" "25" "22" then she was like "wow such a small world!" zzz. anyway, i was looking for blue ginger. lol. xuanyi and shiwei was like "i thought only got one kind of ginger" haha. two nuns who live on the mountain. looked for the coconut milk for very long. two items only la. after leaving the supermarket, we headed to the coffee shop. shiwei was very hungry (according to her), so she and i order kaya toast with 2 half boiled egg and a cup of drinks. she is a slow eater. lol.xuanyi ate a expensive popiah. LOL. and it is quite small. but the vege was hot la, so it tasted ok. then went home!
SEE XUANYI! NEXT TIME DONT WEAR SLIPPERS TO PLAY BADMINTON!
LIM SHI WEI! DON'T FORGET OUR BADMINTON AND BOWLING DATE!
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Tuesday, April 08, 2008
* *
speechless. that's me now.. i have no idea what to do and what to say. shutting my mouth up and sealing my brain and contact with the outside world is what i enjoy doing now. silent, playing my psp at home, chatting with only shiwei, xuanyi, sean and felix online ... preparing mentally for sch to open and start. i am in no mood to do anything except to lie on my bed and stare at the feeling. "bad day" ... yea, it's nice yet affecting my mood ... very. no passion for school, for nothing at all.

going to play badminton with xuanyi and sean later. think i'll just die there. lol. too long didn't play le. after that if got time must go buy shirt! light blue!avengers 3 must win!! LOL. beat the daredevil and xmen. wahaha.ok. i m high not because of the orientation but because of the cheer competition. watched alvin and the chipmunks last night. not bad. a short movie. chipmunks are smart animals. haha!dave,uncle ian, clare. lol. alvin, simon, theodore! =)

<3. forgotten in the dark...


will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
* Monday, April 07, 2008 *
Alvin and the chipmunks version.

bad day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

<3, i think it is making me emo...


will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Monday, April 07, 2008
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it is only 946am now! and i am watching videos! lol. no la, because grandma will be home by 130pm. which means i cannot watch video after 130pm! =) will go to clementi to meet yiren ltr at 1145 to collect the stuff she bought from taiwan for me.wanted to go stage with her. but then... sigh..not allowed to. but who cares, i'll go one day! tomorrow will be badminton with xuanyi and friends. lol. nothing more to update already. c ya!

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Monday, April 07, 2008
* Sunday, April 06, 2008 *
went to pray early in the morning with grandma, 4th lao yi, eng yi, youngest lao yi, mum and dad.... ok. pity me. while my two brothers are enjoying their time at home, one with the tv, one with my laptop, i am out there, letting my tears roll out without much ability to control them because of the smoke in the air. lol. my mum was saying that we were simply too touch.lol. heck her, i think you all won't understand her joke. anyway, yea, after praying, home for lunch-porridge. don't like, but still ate because there was lor duck! lol. one of my fav food. after that took a shower before leaving to grandma's house. the blueblacks on my thigh and arm are more obvious now, but not as serious as mum's old injuries. went to pick korkor up at fullerton in the evening. damn, my heart aches. lol. my bro told us fullerton, we went to fullerton hotel. then he says he is at one fullerton, not fullerton hotel, so my dad went through the underground carpark which links both building together. and what the hell! there is no grace period and it is $5 per entry! take note everyone. omg. that was real bad la. not even one minute inside can?! and $5 deducted. *faint* ate waruku at marina square before going home. waruku's chi hi peach seriously sucks. i ordered and the person was like "this contain alcohol"
me: it's okay, i want one.
he: we can't sell alcohol like that, can you show me your identity card?
me(turning to the lady beside me): ma, help me order.
mum: can i have a cup of this?
he: for yourself?
mum: yea.
LOL... too bad. i want it means i want it...anyway, it sucks can?!!! after my first, i was like "mummy!nam seng clinic's fever medicine! yucks!" ... and my korkor drank it(started laughing) "medicine syrup" .. i wanted to like, finish it all in one mouth, but since young, i always puke all my medicine out after eating. and the stupid waiter always walk pass our table. walk past still nvm, like to turn and see if i am drinking. TWICE!! when i was about to drink it, my mum says "lai le lai le!!" den we will start laughing there because i'll have to put it down. ok. the meal wasn't very cheap. $105 for 5 people... but their noodle was good. new food, so i tried with mummy. yellowtail sashimi rocks!! lol. it is the best in the sashimi plate, as usual. =) deathnote is showing on tv now.

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Sunday, April 06, 2008
* Saturday, April 05, 2008 *



The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.



In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.



You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.



You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.



Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.



Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.



You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.



In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.



i agree totally. =)


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Saturday, April 05, 2008
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i read the entertainment news this morning. saw the news on luo zhi xiang praying to his dad. he said that he clearly heard his dad telling him to look after his mum. without knowing, he started crying. heartache, not because it is luo zhi xiang. but from the view of someone who loves his parents so much so much. he lost his dad 3 years ago, when he was only 25?! everytime he holds a concert, he'll always ask the person-in-charge is they kept a place for his dad. he fulfil his wishes. he is a great,famous but yet humble person now. people, love your parents please! really. treasure. you only have one father and one mother in your whole life. i wonder if i will be able to stand the agony when my grandparents and parents pass away one day. will i be able to stay strong? i hope so, but i think i won't. leaving with them every single day now. thinking that they might leave one day make me not able to get angry and rebuke them everytime they scold me... i am so afraid that i'll regret. i want to do everything they need and want and hope that i do.

korkor is going in to ns this coming friday. and the fcuking problem is that i have orientation and i m wondering if i m able to write them a letter and skip the last day of orientation. kor, what if i start crying there?! so embarrassing sia. but i think i'll start crying at night when i sleep. i sound so stupid, crying everytime. nvm. who cares, i also won't disturb anyone when i cry. it's always alone in the room on my bed between my pillows. KORKOR! TAKE CARE K?! I KNOW WE'LL SEE EACH OTHER LIKE IN 2 WEEKS TIME AGAIN RIGHT?! I WILL USE THAT AS A REASON NOT TO CRY. =) I <3 YOU!

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Saturday, April 05, 2008
* Friday, April 04, 2008 *
fcuk! lol. i fell down the stairs. damn it... then everyone shocked. haha. sorry la~ very loud mah. pain like siao. but then i was like "wo mei shi!" lol. den go into toilet to pee.ok. why the hell am i embarrassing myself here like that?! HAHA. fnish typing eric's letter. will post out by tml. mandy auntie ordered a big big big shou tao (the pink colour pao?) den intside have another 48 small ones.lol. so funny. all of us here was like peeling and eating away the outer layer. outer layer tasted nicer than the inner one. cos the inner one i think steam 2 time, thats y dry dry hard hard de.. nvm, i only ate the outer layer anyway. lol. =) and i amd super full now.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDPA!
haha. going home soon.

<3, forget it, my dear. i am so tired of it.


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Friday, April 04, 2008
* Thursday, April 03, 2008 *
FOR LIM SHI WEI TO READ!

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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Thursday, April 03, 2008
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Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
25-28??

2. What is your hobby?
reading chinese romance stories, sleeping, listening to songs.

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Me, myself and i

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
taiwan. because luo zhi xiang is there!

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I want more dreams to come true. =D

6. What do u treasure most in a friendship/relationship?
The time spent with each other.

7. What are you most afraid to lose now?
Those i love.

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
yes! why not?!

9. If you meet someone whom you love, would you confess to him/her?
It depends.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
(Song Hua) caring, patience, humble.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
trustable, sensitive.(at least can realise very quickly if my mood changes)

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
HYPOCRITICAL, smokers.

13. What is your ambition?
don't know yet.

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
point out. then at lest i know where went wrong and i can change!

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
health!(actually also family)

16. What song would you dedicate to the person who tagged you, and why?
(funky town) you intro this song to me remember??

17. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
stay in my comfort zone.

18. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
Someone whom they can trust and share their woes with.

19. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
bad tempered. sorry to those who stay by my side all the time!

20. What makes you different?
I am just so special. hehex.

Tag: SHIWEI! XUANYI! SEAN! BRYAN! JANE! NICOLE! CHUIFANN! JANICE! BOON LONG! EVERYONE!


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Thursday, April 03, 2008
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as usual, woke up by my grandma's voice. every morning she have to nag nag nag, scold scold scold. irritating. then she was talking to me grandfather, when suddenly she ask me "wan ting, wo xing qi er da dian hua hui lai ni bu zai jia, qu le na li?!"..lol. then i shocked.say i go accompany my friend who was at home alone. lol. den we study our own stuff. anyway, yea, i had my heavy breakfast then came into mum's room to watch movie. "sheng ri kuai le" aka HAPPY BIRTHDAY. HK production by rene liu and gu tian le.a movie screen last year i think. can't rmb. the guy died in the end, but he lied to the girl that he is getting married and moving to other country. so sad. at the end of the show, the girl is still kept in the dark. poor gal. slacking at home today.. wanted to go to shiwei's hse. but don't think i can get out of MY house... lol. or else i would already say yes to xuanyi's date.
STAGE!! YES! IT IS OPENING THIS SATURDAY AT FAR EAST #02-60! YES YES YES! FINALLY!!
=( shi wei and sean going malaysia tml!!den no one to chat with le! so sad! got to prepare xuanyi's present! oh no oh no! xuanyi, what do you want?! LOL. i want a boyfriend! but!!! i m not despo k. only say say mah. does not mean really must have one right?! =) must concentrate on studies! hehex. CHAN WAN TING IS A GUAI KIA!SHI WEI, ALL I CAN SAY IS, U SUAY LA~ JIA YOU. ZU DONG YI DIAN BA... LOL.

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Thursday, April 03, 2008
* Wednesday, April 02, 2008 *
LOL!! I HAD REACH HOME SAFELY!!LOL! in case you all were wondering, i was in a car drove by my korkor who had just gotten his licence 1 month ago. this is the first time. lol. nervous, but with mummy in the car, i felt safer because mummy can correct him. lol. freaking funny. i went to video ezy with korkor while mummy waited in the car. den the moment we stepped out of the shop, he was like "ah, cham liao!" lol. den i ask him what happen? "cannot reverse out!" lol. i realise that there is car in front and behind ours. so mummy ask him to go slow lo. "nice" ride. not as bad as i thought. but not as good either. haha.when he turns out of the carpark, he can't keep to the first lane, overshot, went to the second lane.lol. my mum was still telling him don't cut lane. parking in our own carpark is another scary one. he was trying to park into a small space, lucky the car parking al the beside slot is a mini car.lol. my neighbour korkor's car. and yay! he managed to park properly. the moment i step out of the car, i told my mum "mummy, i am home!" haha... =) wonderful experience.

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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
* Tuesday, April 01, 2008 *
shi wei, congrats. grandma was as pissed off as i was in the evening. you better don't tell me you're smoking next time or i make sure i'll slap you in front of everyone! i don't understand why you turn like this. but can u please, change back to a good student?! so disappointing. i want to help you, but not when you are in such a state. SHI WEI!! CHEER ME UP!! lol. lim shi wei ... i miss you!! lol. but i know u very high la.. jia you le!! dun like me, hum ji.lol. ok. went to junior's hse today...taught her physic.lol. her math really dying... den sw told me her gd news. and she is still waiting for my news. lol. shiwei, i think ni shi bai deng le. because i think i'll be too timid to do anything. wahaha. and i m so mad to admit it here. =)

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Tuesday, April 01, 2008