is it my fault that the bus came at 624am instead of 632am? is it my fault that the bus came 8 min earlier? is it my fault that i went out at the normal timing? is it my fault that i already went out earlier and yet i still miss the bus?
yes, to her. all the ans is yes. tell me what 我们是人等车，不是车等人。wtf? yea yea, as if i can predict the bus will come 8 mins earlier when the bus is suppose to come 8 mins later. and what's wrong asking val to follow our car? selfish woman. obviously i won't leave my friend there right. anyway must thank val.lol. her first reaction was "ok, i wait with you for the next bus then we late together" lol.anyway, called daddy to drive us to sch. of course, he agreed without saying anything. but grandma was nagging till dad ask her to stop. sorry dad, i was still fed up at you. so i dint bother opening my mouth. val made me laugh. lol =) thanks.
parachute testing today. and oops, ours not very perfectly done.lol. den break. after that civic.lol. mr chan mad one. haha. crap a lot. den math. test... died liao. den break again. skipped physic lecture. xp. den chem tutorial.lol. very fun oso lo. den lunch. pe!! today pe is briefing for cross country.lol. one whole hour. ohh. qiu lin is pe rep sia. dint know. lol. den after that home! butt pain, bus stink, seat squeezy, bus shaky. aiyo, simply hate it lo. suffer everytime i go home.bleah... going tjc tml, so will go and find april!!! wooo. april!!! 我来了！！！super high. lol.april say she very excited.but wth, they start at a weird time of 418...zzz!
<3
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Thursday, January 31, 2008
* Wednesday, January 30, 2008 *
oh no.lol. i'm telling a lie. my grandma and maid say my face very red. oops. cos i've been int he sun for too long today. and i tell them today sun too hot, maybe cos like that den red red. xp ... cannot tell grandma i stay under the sun. will get scolded de la... took a pic of myself, sry la, not very nicely taken cos dun even have strength to lift up the camera. how? got very red meh? ok ok wad. dunno y they all say very red. hmmm. maybe it is but i dint realise.lol. but nvm, there may be no more chance for me to do such thing.
no, i'm not going to torture myself with this kind of thing. must let go!!! plsplspls. dun be so gd to me. =( tho i wan u to. shit man. i'm so confused.i dunno la! irritating. 1st time watch bai fen bai and i'm not luffing. wth. must be because of that lousy xiao zhong. see xiao zhu cry i oso cry...he's kind, but not 貼心 enuff. zzz. guys are just so... err... ok, i shall leave it blank in order not to 得罪 guys. lol. today's physic lesson was ,once again, "funny" ... but then i was stilll very slpy, as usual. lol. sms-ing.den mr chan suddenly walk and stand beside me. i think he purposely de lo. today de mrt super weird leh. took super long to come. i mean the interval between every train is super long, unlike on monday, every few min have one. mrt passed by, wan jing and i screamed at the top of our voice (i think) ... actually we weren't very loud lo.hafta apologise to qiyun. kind of pang seh her. but i was surprise she actually followed us there.lol. to the running track, after she did mention that she want to go to a place with aircon. luo zhi xiang's 問候歌 super nice.
this is a super nice song. 秦郎(luo zhi xiang)always use this song to cheer 心雷 up. in case u all wanna know, this show is entitled 'corner with love'. the best 偶像劇 i have ever watch. not that the others are not nice. but this show's story really is more to reality and the two main actor/ actress are very pro in actting( i'm not saying this cos is xiao zhu lo) even my mum, who refused to watch at 1st, said that it is nice. just that the sad scenes really will make ppl cry. especially towards the end of the show. the video shows some part of the show already.
same song, just that is another part of the show. =) this is the best song u can sing to a fren. ur true best fren.
<3
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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
* Tuesday, January 29, 2008 *
headache, sleepy, tired, pain. all becuase of the longgggg trip to changi from bukit timah!lol. took almost one and a half hour to reach ... den walk around t3, t2 and took a glimpse of budget terminal.jane last min pang seh. =( that pok. in the end kana accused of lying. wth. go out with a guy means that guy my bf meh. how come the adults' thinking so 老古董 one... 欠打 one lo. say thing that are so sacarstic,傷了我脆弱的心靈。lol. oops. all in 繁體字. don't mind right? anyway, kind of tired. but later maybe will go to the gym for a little while. should i continue school? don't feel like going anymore. but the teacher is saying the attendence for this few weeks are important. like.. what for lo. i wanna go pjc now. for what? i also don't know. because my friends are there? dun think that will be the reason lo.because i don't get influence by friends that easily.
woo. typing in chinese sure is fun. but i hafta improve a lot sia. chinese dying. took me so long to finihs typing.
<3
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Tuesday, January 29, 2008
* Monday, January 28, 2008 *
dammit! spoil. my high mood is all gone. don't even feel slpy anymore. stop cursing me la!!! i'm gonna hate you man. and u better stop accusing me also! or i'll make your life miserable!
was under the sun for ard two hours today. feel so shiok. found a half filled water bottle and kicked it all ard with wan jing. firstly is to exercise, next is to vent anger. bout wad? i also dunno.i only know i very pek.who cares anyway... =( now face super red cos maybe a lil lil bit of sun burn. no idea la. i love ajc!!! i don't want to leave. i like the track... i love the field!!
er herm, someone pon gp tutorial today!!!
<3
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Monday, January 28, 2008
* Sunday, January 27, 2008 *
hi peeps. lol. my blog is kind of alive again.. to think back, i think that secondary school life was great.with people like the corner group (my dear xuanyi, shi wei and felix),the huge group of foreigners, the ex 2/4s and all the others who i only get to know when i got into 3/1...the time we eat during lessons, the time we draw on people's face, listen to songs, pass message around a lot a lot. memorable. and i simply love it.(cos styaing was never fun)anyway, i'm no longer very emo.
people, i don't look like singaporean meh? how come there is always people asking me such question.lol. korean, jap, china.zzz. i'm pure singaporean la... just that my grandpa is from china. hehex.
ok. just finish swimming. i have nooooo idea wad to update now. ermm, in case u people want to know, my choices are a mixture of jc and poly. cos i seriously don't know where i want to go... mixed up lo. see which sku wanna keep me this lousy student. boo hoo hoo.
to be continue...
<3
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Sunday, January 27, 2008
* Friday, January 25, 2008 *
apology to all my ajc friends. i carn stay in ajc anymore. =( but we'll still keep in contact rite? everyone jia you k?!!! =)) actually i feel so lucky to have know all of you. dint regret of choosing to go into a jc for the one month. consequences for crying too long = throat spoilt. carn talk carn sing.zzz tmd. early in the morning now. lol. actually not early le. 945.. =D feeling much beta den yesterday. i realise something. when mr goh ask me if i did my best during o level, i hesitated before replying. i keep asking myself, did i? maybe i dint? if i didn't, doesn't it mean that i'm guilty of making everyone disappointed? sigh. i really dunno.
styaing at home the whole day today. yay yay yay. finally. i quiet day at home... =) i love it.happy friday everyone!
<3
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Friday, January 25, 2008
* Thursday, January 24, 2008 *
sry to those who were worried bout me.and thanks to those who were consoling me. kim,jane,mr goh, mdm wati... a lot a lot la. just that, the disappointment real very bad. maybe i put my expectations too high.ah! special thanks to my cousin, who taught me physic. then my physic from c6 become b3!! woots. eyes swollen.
<3
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
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liar!! =( u dint do wad u said u will.
*faint* L1R5= 27 ...dam.i remember it so clearly cos it pop out in my dream last night. math c5, amath a2.lol. that's all i rmb. but it's frightening enough already. 2nd time with a nightmare cos of results. lucky, no more. cos today is the releasing of result!! must thank my grandma, cos she really 鼓励 me. she say, if result is good, den of cos congrats. but if it isn't up to my own expectation, treat it as a lesson, and study even harder. no matter whether it is jc or poly, still must study hard. cos even if i go poly, i'll be still aiming for university. no point making a fuss bout the results when everything already 成定局. good luck everyone!
ok. time to calm down. though i'm still very nervous. hahs.only can fake smile now. scare scare scare. not scare of bad result. but scare to see the disappointment on the face of all the adults who have high expectation of me.of course, if my results are up to exoectations, i owe a lot of ppl a treat, and a word of thank you. dint bother to compare answers after all the papers cos i know it'll only make me feel worse. i promise to stay in ajc if i can make it k? but who knows? if we end up in different classes, will we still talk the way we are now? will ppl from 08/08 still bond tgt? og25 is kind of separated now, sad to say.yesterday's physic tutorial was fun. but mr chan! u speak very fast leh! lol. and someone finally ask something i've always wanted to ask "mr chan, you got sibling anot?" but then he say don't have.lol. i tot he's mr chan's bro lo. bleah... if they really r huh, but 佩服 the mother alreaddy.lol. but sad, they are not.haha!
wei! liar!! dont do wad u promised to. zzz. slap u ah.
<3
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
this is a very nice song from SHE. the ending song of the show dou niu yao bu yao. must listen. can cure pain. but made me cried instead. lol. anyway, yea, intro everyone k?! =)if i dint rmb wrongly, it's mad up of parts of the show. not draggy at all. problems are happening and things are going wrong since the first episode.but i believe they will still end up tgt la. next up will be 霹雳MIT,篮球火 these two show. both are nice. 霹雳MIT features about 炎亚伦，小鬼，鬼鬼 and one more guy i don't know who...篮球火 have 罗志祥，吴尊，言承旭。must be very exciting. 3 main male characters.
the second and last song i wanna intro! 罗志祥：最后的风度(my blog song) stupid gal.lol. go break up with him.
luo zhi xiang! u rocks my world.
ok. back to real life.. lessons,lunch at mac, home. emo-ed today. for one and half hour. at the school's running track. a very gd place to emo ..lol. the sun is very comfortable. and u! thanks for accompanying me. =) i needed that. anyway, wan jing is there with me for the first hour. the pe teachers there very funny.haha. found a sole of shoe den say is mine. diao lo. wanted to run ard the track. but no one wanna accompany me to run. cos yesterday pe already make us die. i jogged 6 rounds (including warm-up round) first time i run so many rounds.haha. and i feel real good after running and sweating. suppose to have co practise today. but then i don't feel like going. rui ting also say no need go le. anyway i have returned the instrument. =) will i continue in ajc? i also don't know. confused.
will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
* Monday, January 21, 2008 *
dam. there is somethign wrong with blogger. n i'm getting fed up. dun wan upload le. i do some typing 1st.
ho ho ho. someone is thick skin enuff to ask me to say i miss that person.zzz. bhb ah u.going off! see u ppl!!! miss all of you!!! thursday 2pm!
<3
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Monday, January 21, 2008
* Sunday, January 20, 2008 *
back home! went to swim at 10am with cousin.den lunch den went out at 1215pm to meet "big" boy at 1... study at mac till 4. there was this weird auntie sitting at the long chair (those kind at the wall kind) den dunno wad she doing that. den she fall aslp leh! den fall side wards. den i was like "thank god she is not beside me" big boy keep staring at her den wanna take her photo.zzz. but too bad. lol. too far. den went to westmall at 4.met nicole there cos she working. brought big boy to walk ard westmall. is really ard lo. cos he say haven been to westmall b4. ah! forgot to say.he's living dam far away.lol. left westmall at 530. den in order to make sure i wun nid to cross the overhead bridge with my heavy bag, i actually took mrt back to clementi to change to 184.zzz! omg. chan wan ting is super mad.lol. wasted 45 cents. anyway, the bus took super long to come. n i only reach home at like... 615! will have reached home ard 6 if i took 852. but big boy reach home ard 630 i believe. ginna put up the og fotos soon. haven gotten them yet. soon. jiong hong is suppose to pass them to me after he upload into his com. oh yea! i hv yet to mention. on the mrt back to clementi time rite! there was this uncle slping beside me. den he almost fell on me. omg! den that stupid big boy luff.zzz. so scary lo. lucky only one stop. den alight le. tmd. suay lo. oh yea, now still haven finish all my hw. zz!dam shit. lrt still hafta study le. now got the mood to stuudy liao. dinner time!
HEY PEOPLE! GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR O LEVEL RESULTS K?!!! JIA YOU WOR...
<3. =)
will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Sunday, January 20, 2008
* Friday, January 18, 2008 *
ok. someone wanna read my blog. so i gonna update a lil lil bit. =) i finally rmb most of the names of the people in 08/08. lets see. swee lian,bryan ignatius tan,jermyn,sicheng,qiyun blah blah blah. only 25 ppl la. so is easy to rmb. the "big" boy coming to read my blog ...lol. no one knows hu except me. cos only i call him that.zzz. anyway, school timetable sucks,pe lessons sucks. i'm so so so so bored now. wait! i know what! lol. my fav... ok. i'm getting bored. anyway, how's jc everyone? planning to stay. results coming out le.beta plan fast hor!btw, i might be taking up early childhood course lo. or accountancy. depends la. i very worried bout my results now. was out with og mates for lunch after school-cck lot 1 with janice-janice's hse-westmall-home! lol.boring life. feel kinda left out in the gal group in class. is it cos i'm anti-social? no wad. i look quite sociable wad?!! no meh?lol. anyway, yea lo.okok. i'm not going for the og meeting this sunday. chose to either go out study with "big" boy or john tan or janice or emo at home alone. laugh out loud man. i'm so freaking bored now. 小鬼said something very funny on bai fen bai today. 勇敢去尝试跌倒，谁知道地是不是柔软的。 lol. den xiao zhu ask him to test the floor. 时间就像是乳沟，济一济就有了！so dun complain no time no time k people?! =)i have nothing to type le. cya.
<3.thinking of uuuuuuu.
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Friday, January 18, 2008
* Saturday, January 05, 2008 *
hi everyone!!! how's jc??? fun fun fun? AJC rocks man. "AJ! how are you feeling?!" "WE~FEEL~GOOD! Ah! we feel good! ah! we feel very very very very good! ah!ah!ah!" "who's the best in AJ?" "go!Odin! Go!Odin! Go!Odin! Super Odin! Go!Odin! Go! Odin Go!Odin! 1234 ODIN!!" haha. i love the cheers. thanks all the 3 OGLs who made the orientation so fun. study hard guys! we'll work hard oso. OG25!Freya hot anot!!HOT!
okok. enuff of the cheer. getting very high. wait till i get the fotos den update.lol ... gonna start our lectures real soon. getting very excited... wooo. but our lecture in audi la. stupid dumb dumb. i wan it in the LT lo.鸡蛋糕！i'm not swearing lo. lol. korkor say must stay in sku till at least 1245 den can go home lo. so weird one. den morning must report at 730. den i week 1 thur(i think?!)morning no lesson de lo. den week 2 wed lesson till 945 only..zzz!!! so waste of time. anyway. yea. gonna go for extra lectures maybe. den study with janice in the student study room where it is very quiet...odin won the best alliance. the cheaters won the merit award. wahaha. lousy.anyway, we hv a great time. the t-shirt designing was fun oso. mumbo dance, chicken dance. and 'that gal'.ok. n there was this guy in my clan. carn stand him man. even janice agree with me. older den us, more childish den us. yes, jou ern, u r rite! say he's a gal is an insult to the gals lo. lol. he's a gay. (not i say de. is some guy in the clan say when he heard jou ern.lol) tell me why why why. he actually went against me. not very happy with him. NELSON!BELINDA!CHRISTIANA!haha...
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Saturday, January 05, 2008
