afraid.frightened. y?! shouldn't u be closer to me den to her?! shouldn't it be that way?! dammit. true that my life is full of jealousy. i'm sry. but i simply can't find the warmth and comfort that i long to find. not from family, not from fren. can someone give me wad i want pls. just a simple request. never leave me alone. dun ignore/neglect me cos of another person. i still need you. tho i never seems to be very important in ur life, i truly trust and needed you. relying on u everytime i can to show u my little weaknesses. but instead, you are always with her. freak hell. i had enuff. yea. i found ur blog. cos it is on ur msn nic. i wanted to like.. at least find my name in it. but no. none. not even at the link ... all ur "siblings"... and not me. maybe i'm expecting too much from you. i better learn to be more independent. i'm not asking you for anything anymore.

ok!i want to thank og25 for celebrating my birthday for me again on 24th feb. lol. tho it was two days later. but thank you! =) janice! i love the cake that you bought and the card and shirt you made. big thank you to those who came : kendrick, wan yi, janice, jiong hong, bryan, zhi yu, yi neng!! sad that kendrick hafta leave earlier.lol. and i have yet to buy him his birthday present. sry.lol. had a great time. tho we were slacking most of the time.lol.

accountancy! here i come. i'm gonna make a promise to myself that i will get into university! gonna get a degree! earn lots of money! lol.ok. once again, i'm going mad... cos life is simply too boring. slept at 0030 last night(this morning?!) and woke up at 730 this morning... gym. bathe. breakfast. computer. and i'm gonna the puzzle very soon. wait till i complete them. i'll post a pic of it here.

<3

will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Tuesday, February 26, 2008