life still seems to be meanless to me.. dunno y lo... but days after days, i had been doing nothing. without any aim ... hais... now my only hope is to get a gold 4 gz... but very stress. just becos of one short short short lil part of my solo. my cher was lyk " eh, u very important hor. got gold anot must see ur solo part le" ... walau... where got such tink de. if u tink i cannnot make it call other ppl to play la. not lyk i can play very well... now another new song... was practising till i got feddup cos i just carn get it rite... lyk ... wtf! hais... i m sry. i noe i very vulgar. sj sj sj ... dun give up can? i promised to teach u.. den u say dun wana learn le... okok... i dun wanna type le. very tired... sick i tink. or gonna get sick... got too irritated by some ppl in my hse... especially my maid. idiot woman.

the 3 of u... running ard in my mind. such a mess... hais... y??? y carn i just stop tinking? maybe i shd just let go everything. my life might be beta?! yea... i tink it will be if i try to 4get the 3 of u... but i seriously carn. die man... my life is seriously in a mess ...

2 more days to daddy's birthday! daddy hope u lyk the watch mummy korkor n i bought.=) <3

will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Wednesday, November 08, 2006