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* Friday, November 04, 2011 *
Because i know u will never read this blog...

忽冷忽热，很好玩吗？
是你感觉不到，还是故意不在乎？
就算不是女朋友，也不必这样吧。
就算只是朋友，也可以好一点吧。
我没有要求很多啊。
你累，难道我就不累吗？！
为什么好像一切是我欠你的？
朋友的关心，你不会给吗？
还是是你不想给？
对，我知道我很厚脸皮，
死缠着你不放，
可是你知道吗，你好绝。
不过你放心，
今晚的对话，让我领悟了。

Becos u cant tell whats wrong,
Maybe u already interpreted in correctly, but simply refuse to accept it.
But if thats ur hint to me, i really got it.
It is a great time anyway.
Thanks a lot for the pain u given me.

<3


will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Friday, November 04, 2011
* Thursday, October 13, 2011 *
Shit, i miss you lots..


will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Thursday, October 13, 2011
* Saturday, June 04, 2011 *
is my world suppose to be like that..
just because mistakes occur, retribution falls.
on you and on me..

i feel so miserable every single time u come into my mind.
infatuation?! so easy? thats the answer?
i hope it was, at least according to someone, it will go away soon.
but it doesn't seems like it.
why the fuck when i am trying hard to slap myself back to reality,
all i can do is cry and conclude that i was really so in love with u.

and now all i can do is vent it all on this blog,
remembering that i actually gave u another blog's url.
i really wonder, are u feeling as miserable as me now..
do you still even think of me.

do you know how much i wanna sms you now to give you some strength in studying..
used to be your motivation, i got worried for you.
for your exam, for your emotions, for your heart..
cant even do it as a role of a friend now..
i feel so fucking helpless.

<3


will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Saturday, June 04, 2011
* Monday, February 21, 2011 *
with all these happening,
i felt so guilty..
i faced nightmares almost every night.

i thought you, as an adult, will face and handle it better den me..
seems like i was wrong.
u didn't give me an answer, you are always questioning me back.

i end up contradicting myself.
i end up hurting both you and myself.
while these matters remained unsolved,
more things came.
i couldnt share things with you.
pride is still that important to you guys.

friends? den what are all those actions for?!


will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Monday, February 21, 2011
* Monday, December 06, 2010 *

15cents per sms

a smile/laughter per email

a part in the mind

... daddy, do you know,
how important you are in my life now..



will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Monday, December 06, 2010
* Saturday, August 14, 2010 *
silence should solve everything...

<3


will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Saturday, August 14, 2010
* Thursday, April 22, 2010 *
tell me i am strong
tell me i can hold on long
let me know that you are gone
for i need to know that i'm alone.
falling into your trap once and again
but never once i felt that i am trained
still feeling as weak
until i broke down that night
and finally see some light
i found my solution:



which is to run away and hide
in this place
where no one can see
where no one can notice
---------------------------------------------------------------
family problem.
one which cant be solved.
haunting me again and again
who is there to help me
to give me a hand
to tell her what i am feeling all the time
why cant she understand
why must she be yelling her way through
is it possible for me to keep so calm all the time
only venting through blogs and sms
simply hate it to core...

<3


will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Thursday, April 22, 2010