tell me i am strong
tell me i can hold on long
let me know that you are gone
for i need to know that i'm alone.
falling into your trap once and again
but never once i felt that i am trained
still feeling as weak
until i broke down that night
and finally see some light
i found my solution:



which is to run away and hide
in this place
where no one can see
where no one can notice
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family problem.
one which cant be solved.
haunting me again and again
who is there to help me
to give me a hand
to tell her what i am feeling all the time
why cant she understand
why must she be yelling her way through
is it possible for me to keep so calm all the time
only venting through blogs and sms
simply hate it to core...

<3


will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Thursday, April 22, 2010