i think, as a fren, i have done too much for you. but do you appreciate it? i do things willingly, not only you, but to other frens too. but what is your respond and reaction towards me. not like i am asking for anything in return, but have you think of it, i'm human too, i'll get tired, get sick of things too. dont take things for granted can? i seems like a stupid idiot fucker to other people, but i said nothing. you dont know how much i hear everytime, i let things pass with a smile or a laughter, leaving no uncomfort feel in people who thinks the other way of us. everything seems to be under ur control. want or dont want. there or not there. should or shouldn't. yes or no. it's all you. leaving me with no choice. sometimes i really wish that i dont know you. what are you treating me as seriously? no matter how much i hear, i must say, it's seriously impossible of us anymore. with the way you treat people, i'll rather things remain this way.cos if it goes on any further, i'll be the one who is tired. and you'll be numb and feel nothing..

will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Sunday, August 30, 2009