i read the entertainment news this morning. saw the news on luo zhi xiang praying to his dad. he said that he clearly heard his dad telling him to look after his mum. without knowing, he started crying. heartache, not because it is luo zhi xiang. but from the view of someone who loves his parents so much so much. he lost his dad 3 years ago, when he was only 25?! everytime he holds a concert, he'll always ask the person-in-charge is they kept a place for his dad. he fulfil his wishes. he is a great,famous but yet humble person now. people, love your parents please! really. treasure. you only have one father and one mother in your whole life. i wonder if i will be able to stand the agony when my grandparents and parents pass away one day. will i be able to stay strong? i hope so, but i think i won't. leaving with them every single day now. thinking that they might leave one day make me not able to get angry and rebuke them everytime they scold me... i am so afraid that i'll regret. i want to do everything they need and want and hope that i do.

korkor is going in to ns this coming friday. and the fcuking problem is that i have orientation and i m wondering if i m able to write them a letter and skip the last day of orientation. kor, what if i start crying there?! so embarrassing sia. but i think i'll start crying at night when i sleep. i sound so stupid, crying everytime. nvm. who cares, i also won't disturb anyone when i cry. it's always alone in the room on my bed between my pillows. KORKOR! TAKE CARE K?! I KNOW WE'LL SEE EACH OTHER LIKE IN 2 WEEKS TIME AGAIN RIGHT?! I WILL USE THAT AS A REASON NOT TO CRY. =) I <3 YOU!

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will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Saturday, April 05, 2008