was listening to yes 93.3 ... they were analysising which horoscope have the most accurate 6th sense... 3rd in place is cancer, 2nd is scorpio, 1st is pisces. which is me... ok. but pisces's 6th sense if often affected by our gan qing... so.. must learn how to control ourselves and allow ourselves to think more clearly.. i agree. dun u? anyway, was playing with the tarot cards.. and to my horror, lol. it's advising me to choose the person my frens ask me not to and it oso says that if i choose the other person, my future will be spoiled.. and my fren wan me to go after the 2nd person.. omg! lol. i know maybe do tarot on urself not very zun la. so i shall just forget it...

anyway, thanks ah yi for last night... slept with a pair of swollen eyes and my korkor saw me in that miserable state! so diu lian..he was staring at me some more. so pain... this morning i took out my diary.. and 2 full page full of ur name... i let my tears took over my memory. i let them roll down, hoping to let go, forget at the same time. i carn hold on to u like that, can i?! ard... 200 times, i rote ur name. carn let it control me. my hand just couldn't stop... scribbling all the way. ur name keep appearing till the pages are full. the 1st one to make me so miserable, so xin tong. y? i shd have know that the day will come, i shd have make myself hate you all the way. 8 months of shit!

<3, will u ever return?

will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Tuesday, November 06, 2007