lonely. like a stupid loner at home... carn do much except to study, read my book n slp... even eating dun interest me anymore.. freak hell. rotting la... watch the new video once a week cos taiwan only broadcast it once a week. sian diao.. hse lyk empty wit no food. shouting at each other, showing me shit face. how to survive at home la?!! kor, bring me out la. u always out of the hse. can heck everything. y everytime i go out hafta like make report lyk tad. where i go wad i eat wad time i cum back home hu i go out wit. dammit. fcukers man. sry ppl, i noe i shdn't be typing all tis. make u waste time reading my grumblings.

yesterday went back to ps to find my wallet with joy n wad?!! i got it back. after 3 days. surprisingly. my mum called me den i was lyk "lost le la." lol. but den i got it back. cos ALL the adults was lyk " carn find de la... " den my mum dun wanna drive me to ps. den i tell her cannot find lo. too bad.

i's freaking angry at u. i dunno u can feel it anot. nvm. shall not talk much bout it. get pissed off very easily. so maybe not ur fault. but y r everyone ard me lyk tad?! is it my own problem? if it is i dun mind dying u noe, cos i really carn stand it. i used to tell myself tad death can settle n solve everything... i simply carn live in reality. too torturing...

<3

will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Tuesday, June 12, 2007