xuanyi told me tad my love is hard.. i may be juz end up being the one hu get hurt in the end... wad shd i be doing?! forget bout u?! but it is so dam difficult... yea.. i lyk the feeling of loving u secretly. but it seems so stupid to me.. i'm so dumb... knowing that u wun lyk me... n yet, i think of u almost every moment... even if i get hurt, it is 100% not ur fault at all?! y?! cos i noe it wun be a happy ending n yet... i m still lyk tad... being cold to me, ur way of treating me... maybe i dunno u well, maybe u jus treat me lyk nobody. but i m always so willing to help u when u look for me... i carn bear to reject u. but i expect something more... polite?! carn say u not polite la. u always talk to me tad way... sigh.. life so miserable... finding ways to forget u, yet letting me to hv a dam gd impression of u in my mind, so tad the memory of u will last foreva... i hope...

today!!! went to sentosa... lol. once again, i m very lazy to elaborate la... the weather was freaky.. den qi hui, xuanyi n i gossip a lot bout guys!! lol.. met a pervert.went to palawan beach to play n eat den went to underwater world. very long dint go le. tis time i go, freaking disappointing lo. lyk.. so lil things to see la. dolphin lagoon, see dolphin perform... so cute dolphins. but still, very hot la!! luckily got my cap on. if not i gonna get burnt!after tad finish le den i go ah ma hse lo! i gt a kiss on my cheek from qihui, serena n sj! one each!! ah, tad's so sweet!! lol. but of cos, i dint kiss them cos i dun dare to kiss anyone yet! saw baby jriel... as usual.. stare at me but dun let me carry... lol. smile smile smile. =) cute lil guy. the way he walk lyk duck ... wahaha. muackx! jriel, jiejie luv u!!

k. i very very very tired.. gonna slp very very very early.. tml wanna go see wallet. hehex. finally, i gt something i wanna buy... =)

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will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Sunday, May 20, 2007