y??? i feel so bad when i throw my temper on u... i dun lyk it. i carn get angry at u... i always wanna sms u... no matter how i feel, the 1st person i wanna sms is always u... but u r 4eva so cold to me.. maybe to u i m juz a normal fren... nothing but a passerby in ur life, but carn u just... be more... observant? even when i m smsing u seriously, u always reply as if i m jokin... m i really tad bad? carn i hv time which i m really serious in some things? true.. i told u i lyk the feeling when i sms u.. cos u r so innocent. no motive. or shd i say... silly boi.. but the feeling of a fren is so so real... i wanna sms u now, i really want to. but i said i wun sms u ... n ur reply was "ok den" ... i duno wad i shd do. not tad i lyk u, not tad i dunno u r just treating me as a normal fren.. but, y muz it be u? i seriously dunno. i feel so uncomfortable when i dun sms u. i feel so sry so guilty when i throw tantrum...

ok. i just talked to someone thru msn. n found out tad u r lying. omg! another fren lying to me!!!! ah!!! y is everyone lyk tad?! i duno. i wanna cry. i wanna noe y is everyone lyk tad. m i really tad bad? no one treat me lyk a real fren?! i dunno. i seriously dunno. i really wanna sms u. but y did u lie to me?!! i hate u!

will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Friday, March 02, 2007