k... 1stly, now, i m very very very angry with my uncle... i dunno y... he luv to show sttitude. so wad if he is very clever?! so wad if his business is doing badly?! is ther a nid to show attitude?! some more wad?! is towards his own mother! i dun care if he very cold towards me tad day when i pass him his present. but his mum?!? he almost scream at her. den just now wad?! go eat dinner. book table le den he say wanna change place. change places twice le den he say wanna go back to the place we book. den reach le leh?! my cousin whisper to me "jus now papa n nai nai quarrel den nainai cry" wtf! den i look at my grandma hu is sitting beside me. eyes red... tears rolling. dne my dad was lyk "ma, very tired is it?" den she say no ... so i ask "nainai, u ok??" she wad u noe!!! "yea, eyes very itchy, shd put eye drop at home jus now den 4get le. now very itchy" ... lyk wtf la. y help him?! den my uncle keep sms or wadeva. using tad fone of his. n totally ignore all of us. den the person cum take order he order his own food den continue his tinks... i hate his attitude. i seriously wanna tell him. "u r a failure in being a son!" he dun seems to care bout my grandma. i dun care wad they were saying in the car cos i wasn't there. but pls la. she is ur mum. carn u just go say sry n an wei her even if u had done so?! argh. i very angry now. dun wanna type le. gonna continue my chem studying. bye ppl. =(

will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Sunday, March 04, 2007