lil jriel noe how to walk le!!!! actually i quite slow. he lyk 2 weeks ago can walk le (i tink).. but den i only noe tis week. lol. so so so so so so happy!!!!! lol. can bring him go out buy food. eh... wait. his teeth not fully grown yet...lol. megan, bryan, eugene... all the cousins i brought out b4... to buy food, to play. anyway, now not many chance to see them le. got tuition on sunday... =( .. but they always shout 4 me every time i go my grandma hse... hehex.
yesterday talk to mama on msn. 1st time.. dint noe she so on. cos i install 4 her de... lol. den on my webcam. den many things happen again.lol. scolding i mean. at home, beside me...
will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Friday, March 23, 2007
* Wednesday, March 21, 2007 *
i dunno my feeling now... confused, agitated, depress... wanna cry, wanna scream, wanna dig ur eyeballs out! wanna tear ur skin of u n cut u into pieces to feed the dogs ... =( ... jane... help me. gals, help me. y guys lyk tad de... =(( ... cry, crying,cried. which one shd i use?!
LIFE SUCKX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
* Friday, March 16, 2007 *
one word:xian... xian xian xian!!!!!!!!!!!
will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Friday, March 16, 2007
* Sunday, March 11, 2007 *
Xiao Zhu - Ai Zhuan Jiao (from "Corner with Love")NEW! MV ... very very very very nice song!!!! wah!!!! >> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUVj70jqxFA ... listen to the chorus part.. walau. it rocks man.
will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Sunday, March 11, 2007
* Friday, March 09, 2007 *
xian.. now dam xian.. shd be outside with parents or auntie de... den dun wanna follow parents.. but cannot go with auntie either.. den stuck at home le... lol. nvm. type post lo... =) let all my frens read... hehex... parents went to stay in the hotel.. i went wit them to check in. walau. get a lousy rm. den daddy request 4 a beta one.. den in the end the 2nd one dam nice lo... tml after gz gonna go join them... =) they going 4 spa.. den my bros n i go swimming... den stay there overnight... play cards overnight... haha! with real money i hope.. ltr they dun wanna play money den xian diao le... =) .. anyway, hope they hv a FUN night tonight alone... lol... sick mind... lol. nvm. my mum shd noe wad i mean everytime i tell her tad..lol.yesterday my hse got "earthquake" ... not the real one... but a quarrel n a huge scolding... den erm... yea.. cried.. 4 a short while only .. cos jane calm me down... slept on the floor... lol. cos.. yea. too depress to pull bed... suppose to wake up at 530 to study chem.. in the end woke up. but dint sit up to ge bk den slp back le.=) ... i so gd rite? lol.. luckily no test... gonnna go .. tml got gz.. wanna cry... =(
i very angry at u la. y u always make me wanna cry de... u coldblooded idiot!!! =(
will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Friday, March 09, 2007
* Tuesday, March 06, 2007 *
ok... too xian. tml got math test n wad?! i dint bring my tb back. no tuition notes, no tb, no fys/tys.. die le die le... argh... how can i 4get la... stupid leh me... hais.. now nothing to do den type post here lo... lol... xian xian xian...lol. today shi wei n i kip luffing... cos of jw.. i dint noe it will get so fun... lol.. den total 3 rounds.. i tink only felix n shiwei noe wad i talking bout... haha!!! luff till stomachpain lo... ok... hmm... someone dare me just now..lol. no. i dun take the dare since i dun lyk him... (= ... yea... so wad if i lyk him?! he oso dun lyk me. i might as well dun lyk him rite?! =) ... hmm.. make sense. ok. lol.. nvm.i talking to myself here...
i found out tad i will die w/o my mp3 lo.. hp maybe not tad important... mp3 mp3... but mp3 is 2nd.. 1st..... is of cos........................ food!!!!! whoosh. i luv food. haha... food rocks my world... live to eat, dun eat to live... hehex... lol... okokok... i luv food!!!!! but... has. i carn eat much.. a bit only full le... den muz wait very long den can eat again...
aiyoh.. die la. i running out of things to type... hehex... shall go..... find something to eat. lol. no la. too late le. no more eating. =) maybe study chem 4 tis friday bax. c ya...
will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
* Sunday, March 04, 2007 *
k... 1stly, now, i m very very very angry with my uncle... i dunno y... he luv to show sttitude. so wad if he is very clever?! so wad if his business is doing badly?! is ther a nid to show attitude?! some more wad?! is towards his own mother! i dun care if he very cold towards me tad day when i pass him his present. but his mum?!? he almost scream at her. den just now wad?! go eat dinner. book table le den he say wanna change place. change places twice le den he say wanna go back to the place we book. den reach le leh?! my cousin whisper to me "jus now papa n nai nai quarrel den nainai cry" wtf! den i look at my grandma hu is sitting beside me. eyes red... tears rolling. dne my dad was lyk "ma, very tired is it?" den she say no ... so i ask "nainai, u ok??" she wad u noe!!! "yea, eyes very itchy, shd put eye drop at home jus now den 4get le. now very itchy" ... lyk wtf la. y help him?! den my uncle keep sms or wadeva. using tad fone of his. n totally ignore all of us. den the person cum take order he order his own food den continue his tinks... i hate his attitude. i seriously wanna tell him. "u r a failure in being a son!" he dun seems to care bout my grandma. i dun care wad they were saying in the car cos i wasn't there. but pls la. she is ur mum. carn u just go say sry n an wei her even if u had done so?! argh. i very angry now. dun wanna type le. gonna continue my chem studying. bye ppl. =(
will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Sunday, March 04, 2007
* Friday, March 02, 2007 *
y??? i feel so bad when i throw my temper on u... i dun lyk it. i carn get angry at u... i always wanna sms u... no matter how i feel, the 1st person i wanna sms is always u... but u r 4eva so cold to me.. maybe to u i m juz a normal fren... nothing but a passerby in ur life, but carn u just... be more... observant? even when i m smsing u seriously, u always reply as if i m jokin... m i really tad bad? carn i hv time which i m really serious in some things? true.. i told u i lyk the feeling when i sms u.. cos u r so innocent. no motive. or shd i say... silly boi.. but the feeling of a fren is so so real... i wanna sms u now, i really want to. but i said i wun sms u ... n ur reply was "ok den" ... i duno wad i shd do. not tad i lyk u, not tad i dunno u r just treating me as a normal fren.. but, y muz it be u? i seriously dunno. i feel so uncomfortable when i dun sms u. i feel so sry so guilty when i throw tantrum...
ok. i just talked to someone thru msn. n found out tad u r lying. omg! another fren lying to me!!!! ah!!! y is everyone lyk tad?! i duno. i wanna cry. i wanna noe y is everyone lyk tad. m i really tad bad? no one treat me lyk a real fren?! i dunno. i seriously dunno. i really wanna sms u. but y did u lie to me?!! i hate u!
will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Friday, March 02, 2007
* Thursday, March 01, 2007 *
wah... i wanna cry cry cry when i saw my emath paper yesterday lo... dam sad la... not a fail, but not a a1 either... lyk... shit?! hais... nvm. my sign le say "y so low? carn u get a 35 back?!" den i spoil there... cannot move... stare at her blankly. dunno wad to ans....
there is something wrong with the windows media in my com la. now the cd i borrow from yiren cnt rip le... hais... fahrenheit rocks my world... chao xi huan ni, shi wo cang zai xin zhong hao jiu de mi mi... hehex.
wo zhi xiang mo mo de pei zai ni sheng bian, cong mei xiang guo hui you fen kai de yi tian. ru guo wo men fen kai le, wo ying gai zhen me ban??? =( ... i luv tis phrase... =)
many things hapen... n i dunno wad to do... only can do nothing but concentrate on my studies le... bye ppl. next time got things den i type longer bax... buaixx...
will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Thursday, March 01, 2007
