k... i wun be studying anymore. n i wun wan to study anymore. maybe no matter how hard i study oso no use... just now dinner my grandma ask wad test my dad talking bout... den i say chem. tml got test. den after a while i tell her "if tis time fail again dun nida study chem le" den she keep saying i tink tad can drop den dun nida study... lyk wth?! when did i say tad?! den she say she dint see me studyin when i was studying the whole month... nvm. carn be bothered ... only tell her "i wasn't tinking tad way!" .. den finish dinner just walk out of hse... into the carpark n into the rain. den came out... den walk out to the pool there. heard my hse door open. den suay. cannot walk into the rain anymore... den my grandma from behind was lyk "xiao ah! stand here lin yu.. " "no rain here la" ... den i diam diam le. carn be bothered. den she saw neighbour's plant dying den go water it. kaypo. den i now cum in n type this tink lo... y she always tink tad wadeva i m tinking is all bad de?! m i really thad bad in her eyes?! maybe i wasn't her real granddaughter ... i always tell myself tad n i hope tad i was wrong. cos my mum say she wun adopt ppl. anyway, it isn't important... after marrying , i m not theirs anymore anyway....

ok. i rejected my cousin's mum invitation to watch 'night at the museum' .... just cos of tml test... hais. i dunno i did the rite tink or not. see?! i now at home. oso using com no studyin... hais...

xian la.... gonna study... dun wanna type le. more type more xian.

will you ever return? life is so meaningless without you.|
Wednesday, December 27, 2006